I know it’s a very late-night blog post, but I have come to realize something: karma is real. As long as I keep upgrading myself to the next level and beyond, karma will catch up with those who hurt me, even when I tried to help them in some way.

I haven’t talked about anything too personal because I don’t want to be angry while writing about my experiences. My goal for my blog is to be a literal handbook for anyone who might be in the same, similar, or worse position than me. I really don’t care if people say that I am crazy because everything I write is the honest truth. I am lazy when it comes to things I don’t care about, and one of those things is lying and hiding things. I am too lazy to come up with a story and remember every lie I said (unless it’s a life-or-death situation with an animal or someone I care about).

Anyway, back to karma being real. Every person who has ever personally screwed me or my mom over ends up facing hardcore karma, whether they realize it or not. I look at some of my exes and the lives they are living now. I do not feel sorry for them because they are living sad lives, and obviously, karma got them. I have tried helping a few people to the point where they were living with my mom and me because they were homeless. I kicked two of them out because they did certain things that were uncalled for, and I don’t tolerate that kind of disrespect, especially when I am helping someone out by letting them live with my mom and me on our ranch rent-free, just requiring them to help out with chores, which apparently was a lot to ask of them.

The third person I helped out who was homeless was my recent ex-boyfriend. He barely paid rent, owes my mother money, and stole a cell phone. Plus, he dumped his dead grandma’s dog on me to foster when I could be taking in other dogs or puppies. He also abused my animals severely to the point that when he left, my animals completely calmed down and relaxed. But any new people, especially males, they are sketchy. Also, my ex constantly talked about how instead of letting my elderly horse Cody heal and build his own stall, we should just shoot Cody.

To my recent ex-boyfriend, I wish you nothing but the best, as I know karma will catch up with you.

Karma has literally had my back. I have paid my dues and done my very best to be a good and understanding person. It is one of my motivations to constantly upgrade myself.

I mean, my horse Cody is acting and looking better than ever! He even looks a bit fat now, haha.

As for the new guy I mentioned in my previous post, please respect that I am seeing someone. I don’t do the whole dating thing with multiple people at the same time because I am demisexual. Also, it really makes me lose respect for guys when they ignore what I said and try to date me or hook up with me anyway. He is a respectful guy, and for once, I feel like I am seeing someone who is extremely stable, and I am the one with the problems. I haven’t jumped into a relationship yet with him because of how recent my breakup was, and I don’t want another toxic relationship.

Also, I am so damn proud of myself. I have been going to the gym, and I now have a personal best of running a mile in 12 minutes and 4 seconds post-op.

I will be posting another blog post very soon!

Sammy xoxo