I think one thing that will always hurt me the most.

I was used, lied to, manipulated, and yet I’m the bad guy, the psycho, the crazy ex. Even after the break up I was told we would supposedly get back together and out of no where I was blocked out of his life. And that’s when my don’t give a fuck crazy comes out.

I also figured out and witnessed certain incidents of him abusing my animals to the point their behavior is completely different now in a good way. He stole, owes 4 months of rent, and dumped his dead grandmas dog on me.

Note to self: Always remember narcissists will make themselves to be the victim even if it involves lying and if your behavior yourself changes in a positive way too then that’s a sign right there you were with a toxic narcissist.